I cleaned out my room.
It's not empty, no. I'm not that far yet in the moving out process. I have simply discovered that a beautiful procrastination technique is cleaning and organizing, because then there is at least something to show for the time you have, apparently, wasted.
Now, when I sit bent over my desk plastered with notes and handouts and notebooks, I watch people plodding over to their parents' cars, drooping under backpacks, pillows, duvets, boxes and plastic bags stuffed to bursting. Just yesterday, Thursday, I had to force myself to comprehend the idea of two weeks. Then it'll be me hauling whatever I can squeeze into one suitcase, a backpack, a pillow and a messenger bag. I have two weeks left in Edinburgh. I think, no! There's so much more to do! I haven't read the books I meant to finish, or explored the museums I haven't even seen the reception desks of; I haven't seen some of my friends since before spring break!
Well, after exams are over (TOMORROW I WILL BE DONE!) I hope my evenings are going to be spent attending all of those "birthday/end of exams" parties that have sprung up on facebook. I do hope that the rain clears up a bit. Although it's reassuring to know that the sun isn't shining while you're rereading far too many powerpoint slides, it's not fun to walk to the gym in the rain. It is also not fun to go to an exam in the rain, and realize, when it's time to leave, that your coat and bag, crumpled by a back wall in the exam hall, are just as wet as when you came in. But I am proud of you, clouds of Edinburgh, for actually raining, not misting or producing dampness and humidity, but actually raining.
Anyways, I'm sorry you've had to endure that bit of complaining. It's not a thrilling post, I am well aware. It's just that, today, I found myself picking through piles of receipts, ticket stubs, programs, letters, lists, pamphlets, flyers, etc., and stuffing at least fifty or eighty plastic bags into a larger plastic bag. Now, I know the first observation is one of a typical pack rat, which I am. I love saving those little papers that, when I find them days, months, or years later, I smile at and lay in a box safe for keeping. Of course, sometimes I find things that have lost their meaning, and those fly straight into the garbage, or, if I remember, into the paper recycling.
But back to the bags. They're not for sentimental value. No, I do not smile when I come across an old, torn Tesco bag. I save them to put my climbing gear in, or to replace the garbage bag in my mini wastebasket. Bags have been folded, stacked and stuffed into corners of the houses I have known.
Back home, we have a stack of brown bags, and a separate doorknob for those nifty, cloth, reusable shopping bags. Our coat rack in the kitchen plays host to tote bags, lunch boxes and backpacks, and a jacket or two may reside there. But really, the jackets belong on the vestibule coat rack. The plastic bags used to gather in our beach bag, but now have been introduced to a giant trash bag of their own, so they aren't evicted each time we need to pack up towels, sunscreen and sunglasses. Before long, I started a plastic bag collection of my own, stuffing a wicker basket on my closet shelf full, until I got fed up, and began folding them.
My grandparents prided themselves on their crisply folded translucent plastic bags destined to protect cheese from the fridge and transport sandwiches from kitchen to picnic.
I remember my horror when, I'm not sure where anymore, I saw someone let their possibly practical plastic bags go to waste away in the trash can. Well, I shall never let that happen. I cleared out the bags under my bed, and could not bear to bring them to the green can in the pantry marked "All other waste". They wouldn't even get their own bag! They now sit, happily scrunched together in a clear plastic bag under my desk, waiting to be useful.
P.S. I wrote this on Friday, the day before my last exam for first year. Now, I can say that I
am finished. Oh- and a new, hot pink Superdrug (toiletries shop) bag has been added to my collection.